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Testing out this feature now and I really can't believe how long it took me to do this. A lot of big changes since the last time I've touched this site. Things are better, finals over, passed everything! Woohoo!

I think it's really funny how I'll consistently think that I'm absolutely screwed until I realize I never was to begin with. Last semester taught me a lot, but I feel like one of those things is to just trust the process. I'd tell myself I knew that already, but I really didn't. I had a lot of projects, a lot of work, a lot of other things going on in the background, and yet I'd come home, or walk into the campus library, and the first thought on my mind would be about the next thing to worry about. I think I spent more time worrying than working, spent more time staring at empty VSCode screens rather than writing the damn code.

I remember back in the winter there was this picture I saw going around of the "high agency triangle", and I feel like I still need to ingrain that into my being. (Also, it looks like the guy who wrote that tweet is a chud). Either way, what I'm saying is that I'm tired of that feeling, I'm tired of always feeling like I'm always doing something wrong. I feel like I've made some progress; forgiving myself more, saying sorry less.

And so, I'm not gonna apologize for waiting so long, waiting so long to post, waiting so long to update this site, waiting so long to touch Blender again, waiting so long to release the album! If I got back all the time I've wasted feeling bad for myself, I'd have made twice the progress I've made over the past 9 months. Gotta start somewhere.

Meow. :3

Been getting into 3DS modding lately... Today I resoldered my charging port after it got detached from probably years of wiggling the charging port and I felt like a damn genius... A few weeks ago I replaced the circle pad of my 3DS XL, and then noticed the camera shat the bed! Naturally, I made that the literal second repair I've ever did on a 3DS. Replaced the whole camera. Worst part is threading the ribbon cables through the tiny little chunnel in the hinge. Masterful engineering to how they fit all of that in there, though. No proper tutorial for replacing the camera on the old 3DS XL specifically, just random YT videos, iFixIt, and a dream. Felt like a genius when it was over. I am Jevil Deltarune I can do anything. Anyway, I'm still thinking about how much soundhax just looks like black magic when you run it. Shit's awesome.

Yeah maybe I should make a blog page if I'm gonna have stuff this big to write about... save it for tmrw it's 2AM already...